Seeing clearly.

She said it perfectly, "I'm glad you two broke up, because he just really isn't the relationship type. He just isn't ready."

And there is nothing wrong with that! You focus on your friends, family, music, and fun, and you don't need anyone there with you through all that; that's just who you are, and nobody can change that except you. And I could wish and pray, and hope till the cows come home, but things will still be miserable. You wouldn't/couldn't, and I would/could. I can't hang on to a past who doesn't see me in their present or future, and that's been made quite clear.


But you see me. You see me like I wish I saw myself, and it's time that finally let myself be happy. The foreseeable future is approaching the horizon, and I'm rolling my eyes as we speak.