Monday, April 30, 2012

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Here we go again...

Today is the day from Hell.
It literally seems like nothing is going right, and I'm left stranded in the middle of nowhere. Literally. Twice.
The good news is that tomorrow is Easter! Easter is the sweetest holiday of the year. Just the colors that you correlate with Easter make me happy. Christmas is red, green, gold. Valentines day is deep reds and pinks. Every national holiday is red, white, and blue. But Easter? Every pastel ever created. I LOVE PASTELS. This is a blog of absolutely no merit, I am on a tangent about colors. Wow.

But really. Lavender. Nuff' said. Bunnies, and Jesus, and eggs. Speaking of eggs, I really want to color some. Speaking of Jesus, I was supposed to go to the Easter Vigil tonight at 9, but my grandma thought that it was too late. Which I don't completely disagree with. It wouldn't end until 12:30, which is pretty late for my grandma. But I literally love the crap out of her. She has had to deal with such struggles in her life, and she is such a caring, strong woman. I told her that I was naming my first baby girl after her... well, I'm giving her the middle name my grandma has. Alta. It's not the prettiest of names, but I really want her to have it. I can't even explain how much I love that woman. I was shocked in 2008, when my grandma, a woman in her mid 70's, and a republican all her life, voted for Obama. Badass.

Oh, and you. The other day was just perfect, and I wish we could have millions more just like it. :)

Monday, April 2, 2012

It's so hard...

to believe in any sort of lasting love, when you two are all I can hear. Contstantly. 24/7.
Please stop. For the love of God. For the love of all things holy. CUT IT THE FUCK OUT.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

I want to know your plans

I don't know how to do this... so this is my feeble attempt at cute.

You're every sappy song I hear, every romantic movie I watch, every picture on tumblr. They are all you, to me. And if we aren't speaking a month from now, or a year from now, I will remember this time in my life as the calmest, most loving time I could have ever wanted. In the midst of all the crazy, you are the thing keeping me tied. I hope that I'm having a similar effect on you; I hope I'm the light in your darkness, because God knows you're mine.


"You're what keeps me believing this world's not gone dead."