I'm absolutely livid. You don't get to commentate on anything I do, anyone I'm with, or anything I say. EVER AGAIN. You don't get to feel anything towards me anymore.
You have treated me like literal shit since August. You have said a myriad of adorable things, like, "I don't love you", "You're hateful", "SHUT THE FUCK UP", "I don't like being around you", "You've changed", "I don't want to pick up your broken pieces", "I don't want to be there for you anymore", and probable worse things behind my back.
All I ever wanted to do was love you, and you returned the favor by making me feel incompetent, unwanted, and incapable of receiving love. You didn't just break my heart once, you broke it with every rude comment, every back-handed blog, and every time you've acted like I don't exist, for months.
Now I'm with someone who I'm confident won't hurt me like you've hurt me, because you really, really have. Someone who I trust, and respect, and makes me excited for the future. And you can't say a God Damned word about that. You can't treat someone the way you've treated me, and feel anything but apathy towards my happiness. And if you think that you can? Well, then you can go fuck off.
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