I was wrong.

I was wrong about so many things... things that if I had a time machine, I know we'd be in different places.

• music isn't just pretty instrumentals and smooth, soft voices. Don't get me wrong, soft and pretty music is a winner in my book, but there's more to it. Emotions and power and meaning can be found in the music I never even gave a chance.
• I talk wayyyy too much, and listen far too seldom. I'm not Mary Elizabeth, I need to listen.
• Being passive-aggressive angry is never a good thing.
• I HAVE to get over my fears sooner. I was never embarrassed, or ashamed of you. I'm so sorry that I made you feel that way.
• I let other people put doubt in my head. I trusted and believed you, I just wasn't strong enough to drown out the noise.
• I put all the blame on you. It takes two, doesn't it?

 I guess now it's all just a lesson learned...? I wish you all the happiness, love, and fulfillment in the world. There's so much I want to say, but I just feel like I've been beating a dead horse with a stick for months.

I'm sorry.

Vaginas.

Did you cringe when you read the word? I wouldn't be surprised if you did.

I'm so sick of Vagina being a dirty word that makes people so uncomfortable. Why does it make us uncomfortable in the first place? It's a body part just like the rest of them. We can say kneecap, butthole, bellybutton, scrotum, and penis without even batting an eyelash. Literally half of the world's population have vagina's, and yet we all pretend they don't exist. We keep them a secret, and awkwardly giggle when we hear the word. They aren't gross, despite what society tells us. It's a God-Damned body part, that has as much beauty as those tits we all know you love so much.

Another thing: I'm tired of men making faces, and plugging their ears when girls talk about periods. Every healthy, fertile girl from the ages of 13 to 50 get a period 12 times a year. Getting  a period means that you're healthy, it means you have the ability to bring a child into this world. Sure, it's unfortunate, and not a happy subject. But I hear about men's bowl movements, and their race-horse urine streams every single day. Do I cringe? Do I cover my ears? No. Because bodily functions aren't disgusting, they're... natural. WHAT?! DOES THAT MEAN PERIODS ARE NATURAL, TOO?! IMPOSSIBLE. Calm the fuck down, men. I have cramps so bad that I literally cannot function. How are you going to treat me like I'm foul, and gross for something completely out of my control.? For something that created you?

Vagina's aren't dirty, they aren't immoral, but they aren't moral, either. They're literally just a body part, and I'm tired of the stigma they've been given in society. We're all so obsessed with penises, yet disgusted by vagina's. And it pisses me off.

Goodnight.