Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Well damn.

If that's not something to think about, then what is?
I am... agnostic? I don't know, it's definitely debatable. I just haven't really figured out what I believe, so I'm searching. Yeah, that is my religious belief: searching. Maybe I'll always be like that, or maybe I'll find God one day, or become an atheist. Who knows, I might become neo-pagan like my mother! (unlikely, but still) The thing is, there just isn't proof for any of it. It's all based on faith, that's a scary thing.

It's hard for me to believe in something after this life, and like you said, I'm focusing too much on the logistics. Whether people have thumbs in heaven, or if they can have sex, or be with their family and friends, or can dream, or can listen to music. These are all things people enjoy here on earth, and I don't see why, if there is a heaven, why we can't enjoy the same things? If heaven really is the happiest, most peaceful place in existence, why can't we do the things that make us happy and peaceful?

And if there isn't an afterlife, then what was the point of Jesus at all? If he "died for our sins", but our sins don't send us to Hell, then what were we being saved from? If when you die that's all there is to it, what has Jesus saved you from? Questions.

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