Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Dear ladies.

I know how you feel about me, and I'd just like to point out that it really hurts my feelings.

You don't know me.
You've never spoken to me.
You've never tried to talk to me.

Your judgement of me is based off of who I'm dating, who I've dated, and the way my face looks. Really?

My face? You said that I look "angry and rude". I'm SAD. I'm sad a lot of the time and my face reflects it. The people I'm around, and the things that have happened have made me dread going to school. So okay... cool. Judge me. I hope it makes you happy.

Who I'm dating? I would just like to point out several things.
1.) It's been over a year since you broke up. IT'S BEEN 15 MONTHS. I can understand that your feelings were hurt. Mine would be, too. But really? I hope that you can realize that I'm coming from a good place. I don't have any negative feelings towards any of you. I find your entire group of friends to be adorable and fashionable, and it really hurts my feelings that you think so poorly of me.
2.) If it is the age difference that bothers you, I think you should reevaluate some things. Your bestfriend is dating a senior boy. The senior girl who you all love SO very dearly is currently talking to and kissing a sophomore boy, but you all still love her. Think about it.

Who I've dated? I still don't understand that one. I know you all are friends, and I understand that you would pick him over me. But I don't think there are sides to pick. We were a couple, and we were both at fault for it ending. Maybe you're hearing a different story, a story where I'm a crazy bitch; but that's just not the case. Nobody cheated, nobody hit, screamed, or slapped. We didn't "do eachother dirty". I've thought about it for  8 months, now, and I realized it's neither of our faults.

I hope you understand.

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