Saturday, March 16, 2013

I was wrong.

I was wrong about so many things... things that if I had a time machine, I know we'd be in different places.


  • music isn't just pretty instrumentals and smooth, soft voices. Don't get me wrong, soft and pretty music is a winner in my book, but there's more to it. Emotions and power and meaning can be found in the music I never even gave a chance.
  • I talk wayyyy too much, and listen far too seldom. I'm not Mary Elizabeth, I need to listen.
  • Being passive-aggressive angry is never a good thing.
  • I HAVE to get over my fears sooner. I was never embarrassed, or ashamed of you. I'm so sorry that I made you feel that way.
  • I let other people put doubt in my head. I trusted and believed you, I just wasn't strong enough to drown out the noise.
  • I put all the blame on you. It takes two, doesn't it?

 I guess now it's all just a lesson learned...? I wish you all the happiness, love, and fulfillment in the world. There's so much I want to say, but I just feel like I've been beating a dead horse with a stick for months.

I'm sorry.

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