not that it matters

• according to a test I took, I'm actually identify more with the green party than the democratic.
• I listened to 19 for the first time, and it's quality. Much better than I judged it to be.
• I'm making a list of people who I need to apologize to, or who I need to tell something of importance, but have been putting it off for fear of... lots of things.
• I'm being honest when I haven't been in the past; telling people how it really is instead of sugar coating things.
• I'm done associating with people who talk about me behind my back. Well... I'm getting there.
• I don't say "slore" anymore.
• I like being involved, I like being a mentor, I'm enjoying what I previously haven't.
• I have diplomatic answers now, no longer am I giving bitter, one-sided answers.

But I still miss you terribly, and I'm not even going to pretend that I don't. But missing you is pointless if it's unrequited... so... somehow, someway, I will try and force myself to stop.