stupidity.

Intelligence. Something that I obviously lack. I don't know what I thought was going to happen going last night... all I know is that I felt like an idiot. I guess I got some sort of closure out of it, I can now understand the outlines of your reasoning behind the past few weeks.

And as friendship goes... I don't know how it will be possible. I thought that it would be okay when you texted me, but seeing you completely changed my opinion. How am I supposed to look at you and not see what I've seen for such a long time? It's not a switch I can just turn off... and if you can... well than maybe I was wrong about how you felt about me in the first place. Don't talk to me for the next month... I need to clear my head. I don't mean for that to sound rude, I just don't know if I can have you in my life for a while. I meant all that I said to you before, just remember that.